Saturday Thoughts..

See.. I have this thing with this friend. We met via training so yes, he is in my batch and yes we now work in the same unit.

The first time we met, he caught my eye with his cute boy face. He is as a matter of fact a few years younger than I am. Whilst training and working together as trainees, I usually find myself going to him. For anything. From a chat to a drink to an advice. And he’s always been there for me.

He’d say things like “I like your eyes” or “I like your smile” or something..and I always brush the off because he’s a guy hitting on a girl. And I was somewhat unavailable, then and now. At time he’d offer a proposition and as per usual I’d say “Not now”.

That is my usual answer.

THen last week, as I was checking out my Facebook, he got me online and started a normal chat. Told me he was with this girl last night and the episode ran for about 120 minutes. I was like “What the hell? You onto something or what?” He just went to tell how the date was blablabla~

Diverting the topic I came to ask of him about his relationship with his ‘soon to be’ girlfriend. “Can’t stay with anyone for a longer time nowadays,” he said. I was curious as to why so I probed a little.

“Its because of you”..

I raised an eyebrow and asked “Why?”.

He started with an “I don’t know~” then went on to say a few of the lines that could make me fall for him, if I haven’t already fallen that is. He said it was something about me that makes him always come back to me, always comparing a girl with me for reasons he himself hadn’t figured yet.

And there I was, sitting in front of this laptop with my mouth gaped and my heart having a little exercise on its own.. “I thought I was having the little crush~”

You see, we started a little scheme him and I.. Since we’re both comfortable with each other, our Facebook status says we’re in a relationship. And when people come up to me and ask who’s my boyfriend, I’d straight up and tell ‘em “It’s him”. And go my peaceful ways.. The whole unit knows. Hopefully the top knows too. ’cause I wish to divert their attention from my ‘having a relationship with a girl to she’s not a lesbian’ perception.

Even my dad knows this guy.. And seems they’re okay with him. And in ‘they’ I mean both my parents and my three younger siblings whom I love dearly. Their thoughts on who’s in my love counts. More or less..

Now here I am in this Motherland and they’re there in Homeland. Mum said my father wants to have a chat about my after-working hours activity. Which I could expect the worse; no coming home on weeknights, always eat with the others, no hanging out until late, blablabla~ I don’t mind though.. Just don’t want them to stump my love life is all..

I am considering to have him as my husband in the future. I did mention to him when we get promoted to a certain rank, I’m open to marriage. And he did say that’ll be way late. But it’s a chance I got to take. I have a career and I have chosen a path. I won’t have it slowed down or stopped just because I decided to be someone’s wife.

Anyway, Saturday’s almost over. And I spent 95% of the day in bed. Oh how I love lazing around all day~ On the other hand, I do realise I’m gaining those spiteful pounds again.. *sigh*

Oh well, tomorrow’s a Sunday and we’re going to another training school for the week. Unless there’s internet, I bid you a pleasant week~

xoxo